Another long night

I feel awful that she is having ch s rough time with this. She has been getting sick after or during every feed. Reflux my ass. I think this GI doctor just doesn't know what else it could be, so he's saying it's reflux. But that's the least of my worries at the moment. I just want her to get some rest. But it's too hot and she's been so wheezy lately. Her heart rate is higher than normal. I know i haven't had a decent nights rest in three days. Shes been really warm but not super fever-y. I hate it. The feeling of helplessness when your child is sick is overwhelming. We all need some rest.